Thursday, February 12, 2009

Is it real or just another crush

I dont know whats going on with me these days. Since I met this one dude I feel more confident and I dont know why. Can this be love what im feeling for him. But I dont know i never had a guy who made me feel this way before. Out of all the guys that i liked hes the only one that i'd have to admit that i like him. I never done that before because im really afraid of their answer, but him hes okay with it. He made me more confident than i used to be. Im so glad I met him, when I first saw him I already knew that there was something with. Until the day I started talking to him on aim yup that instant messanger everything starts over there. I didnt even know how to use aim before until he tought me how. I remember that day it was November 28, 2008 thats like after Thanksgiving. That was the day that ill never forget. And at night of that day we were still talking on aim. We were getting know each other more. But all of the sudden when he asked me what im doing while im talking to him i said that just talking to him and then he said something that I wish a blonde guy can say to me, "should I feel love then that you're talking to me." that was so weird like whoa.....So when we had school already i said hi whenever i see him, but I was still shy to him like extremely.... so I tried my best to go talk to him, but whenever I go close to him my heart beats really fast which tells me that im nervous.
Am I just crazy or falling in love?

Wednesday, December 31, 2008

new year

New Year that means new life for everyone its time for 2009